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Monday 27 February 2006
8:54 pm
2nd posti found a nice blogskin but it's tootootoo small. like 4x4 cm? a 'dirty little secret' skin with a note tht states "i love u so much but can't tell u!!!!". so cute right. :) shall hunt for another skin.
shall do maths today cos it's matrices! :) and if i still have some time, i'll do the 2 newspapers articles reflection i owned my chi tcher. like how lame.
>>>
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright and you can't change me
I try not to think about the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
'Cos we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
>>>
cos i never will be good enough for u.
hiiii.
MONDAY BLUES.it's a stupidshit day.i managed to ___ today. yea. but the bigbird interrupted us! sososo noisy. :@.!!!!!! i was super duper vuper pissed by bigbird today. and urm, sorry sarah for tht stapler thing. i really didn't knw and it's so embarrassing. :S
>fated or not?
and today's assembly was good. damndamndamn funny. we all laughed like bitches. scenarios. chee kai was on stage and after tht kenneth and i were like talking shit along the corridor abt it. chee kai, peishan and iris? heh. tht funny inside joke! :D
JULIUS !!!!!!
> :@ :( :'[
waited for siew and chujun for their history consultation to end and we(siew, karol, chujun, huiwen and i) went to lot 1 to eat pizza hut. thn home sweet home. :) i skipped tuition although it's only my 2nd session? for art, for chi newspapers articles. anw, clari the bob get well soon ok! :) need to get either an usb or bluetooth for my phone to transfer files frm phone > com and com > phone. oh, and i need to get some stationeries asap! and common test 1 is like nxt week? manohman.
the best and worst of times.
Saturday 25 February 2006
4:41 pm
i've decided tht i'm NOT going swimming with my sis.
things i've lost and not found:
my converse red polo
my abercrombie tee
my hollister tee
my hans tees
my mini metal ruler
my cleaning fabric
my mug cover
ohmygod.
:( :@
sis'll be going over to palms after work to swim. she's asking me if i wanna join her and her bf and her friend. urm, i'm still considering.
see,
if i go:
i'll die in tmr's tuition.
if i don't go:
i'll die of fats and calories.
hahaah. like how exaggerating.
last swam: mths and days unknown
Friday 24 February 2006
10:43 pm
RECAPPPPP. :)
22 Feb (Wed);went to lot 1 after sch to meet clari to buy jy's present. search to no avail. no nice pencil case laaaa! :@ my first tuition> went with clari to nadzirah's hse at limbang. saw yongsheng and gabriel at the cck interchange and we took 302/307 tgthr. they're funny ppl.! :D nadzirah had ushering so she didn't attend with us. both of us were tired and restless during the tuition. ha. and thts my first trip to tht somewhr called limbang. thn clari's mom sent me home and i had a full family dinner. like wht a rare thing.!
23 Feb (Thurs);HAPPY BDAYS TO JY, DONGSHENG & ERIX! :))))
i felt:
stressed - chi, maths and chem.
irritated - akram
today in sch
but after sch i was vvv happy! heh. it's a happy day after all.! :)
went to bpp with siew and karol. ate venezia gelato ice cream. cookies & cream.! :) yumyum. saw linda and we all talked. thn met mom and we went to get my white 6111. it's out-of-stock. i got a lil' angry but i'm just in a TOO good mood so it's ok and alright. stock will come tmr anw and i can geddit tmr. yayness! :)
i'm really vvv happy although it's just like tht.
<3 :)))) :D
Today;yeaps. i'm still in a good mood! :) i evn apologized to akram abt ytd whn it's his fault. i'm just on cloud nine and over the moon. but this will end very soon. hmph, nvm.
sch, lot 1, choir and thn bpp agn.
sch: raja came to our maths lesson. the class was really serious quiet until he left. today was the most unstressful maths lesson ever since this year started! cos beh chose to teach matrices today. but i think thrs more to come for this topic so i won't get too lala. had the sillystupid eng presentation. we're like so unprepared. ha.
after sch: we(siew, karol, chujun, huiwen, charl and i) went to eat kfc. yea right, agn! :) i had 2 drumsticks. yums. and finally i bought a new pencil case. a big pink/orange billa. thn returned to sch with charl for choir. manual labour during sectionals. after choir, went to bpp to meet my parents. and yes, i got my white 6111! :) but goddamn, my smses and saved text are ALL deleted. :@.!!! unless tht goes on or i'll hate myself.
edited> uhoo?! i dislike u bcos of she, he and many other stuffs tht happened. all it's too late, now it's just too late. our whtevrship has faded off cos of she and he. geddit or not it's just sososo tootootoo bad. u and ur choice.
u cheeky-cheeky flirt.! it's showtime ok!
oh ya, thrs a 'magic show' for us in lot 1 today. read more frm siew's blog, i don't knw how to start and describe, :D
her url>
http://feel-da-lurve.blogspot.com/thts all folks!
S-P-E-C-I-A-L !
> everything else is just noise.
Wednesday 22 February 2006
11:37 am
hello, hi.! :) i'm in the sch's com lab now. yes, agn.
mom was sick ytd and she got angry with me over lil' things. damn. and she's on mc today.! i'm so gonna suffer to death. dammit damndamn.
ok. alright. i don't knw why but i keep saying damn these days.
going for my first-ever tuition today. with clari and nadzira
(spelling) i think.
:))))
ihateihateihate.!!!
Tuesday 21 February 2006
1:19 pm
hi. i'm in the sch's com lab now. some boys are at www.poyi.com and it's a gaming site but it's not poyi who created it so i tried my name. hahaah. and there is!!!
pls visit my kitchen ware website. :]
> http://www.peiqi.com/
my class cheered and sang during beh's lesson just now cos we're all very stressed up and still in campfire's mood. oh, i miss sec 3 camp! :)
ok. byebye.
the day after tmr.
Monday 20 February 2006
9:39 pm
sch's alwys short on mon. and i don't knw why.
siew, karol and i went to lot 1 after sch. ate kfc. thn went to pop. i can't find the red bobdog pencil case!
:@ :( :[
mesmerized by ur everything.
Sunday 19 February 2006
3:22 pm
back frm the sec 3 camp. it was funfunfun.! :)
Day 1, 17 Jan(Fri);dad sent siew, chujun and i to sch. i realised i forgot to bring the props whn we walked in and dad sent mom home to get them for me. omg. how could i! thn we went to the campsite by bus as a class. it was a longgggg way frm bt batok to changi. i slept in the bus. i was very tired cos i slept late ytd.
reached and we had briefing.
my SLs: wenjia, fahmie and cheekai
(spelling).
thn my grp went canoeing. it was so funnnnn! i partnered with yongsheng. everybody thn formed a raft and altogether, we went further. many ppl splashed seawater onto me! the water got into my contacts and made my face so itchy! seawater is really salty! i tried to help helmie and alan to move their canoe upshore and the wave gushed it up and it hit my thigh! and helmie said i flew away?! how exaggerating! thrs a blueblack now. so pain! :( thn we wet ourselves at the sea centre area.
the campsite is very noisy with aeroplanes flying over for like every 5 minutes? lmao.
Day 2, 18 Jan(Sat);i bathed and we all did 5 BX early in the morn. so cold and chilly! and we had intensive national anthem and pledge training! oh, commentless. i did rock climbing, challenge log(high element), flying fox(zipline) and absailing. like how fun la! :D didn't get to try challenge pole cos we're running out of time. oh, it was sad! lol. thn all the grps went to prepare for the campfire. i called kenneth cheekai and he and lj called me peishan and iris? some inside joke. madasses.! :D dinner and it's campfire! :D
campfire rocks like anything! funnnnn mannnnn. :) thn after campfire we all of us went dancing like mad and it's so fun.!!! we ran ard the campfire place. after the dance ended, my girlfriends, some other ladies and gentlemen and i went cheering and singing ard the whole campsite. fun like fuck. thn lights out at 1am, frm 11pm extended to 1am.! :) and no 5 BX tmr cos we behaved well. hahaah. cool! :))))
Day 3, 19 Jan(Sun);flag raising, NO 5 BX!!!, breakfast, packing up and major area cleaning. but grps d & e don't have to do cos we did ours ytd. yayness la. thn clari and i were like chatting and fooling ard although we have to sit dwn.
thn sadly, it's debriefing thn home sweet home. :((((
oh, it was sad.!
i miss cheering, screaming, shouting and singing!!
yipeeyipeeyaya.
SEC 3 CAMP ROCKS HARD CORE!!!:) :]
Thursday 16 February 2006
11:30 pm
yeaps. i'm on mc today.! :)
ohoho. i skipped maths and maths test today. how happy!!!
:DDDD
woke up at ard 10am. dad fetched me to sch, reached at 4+pm. did the camp stuffs with wenjia, zulkifli
(spelling), linjing and fahmie. did the spear, flag, cut the waistbands and did the mascot's costume halfway. we left sch at ard 9pm and went to lot 1 to get the lightsticks. :)
sec 3 camp tmr! :]
- packing the stuffs.
infect, infecting, infected, infections.
Wednesday 15 February 2006
11:07 pm
TOTAL DEFENCE DAYi've been half-dead in sch since mon. restless, tired, sleepy. and moodswings. :(
fire drill during mother tongue. although it's a lame thing but i'm happy enough to skip lao zhao's lesson!!! :):):):):) went to the field thn to the parade square. and hazel caught us
(clari, siew and i) for big ear studs so we had to take it out. thn returned to class for a few minutes of mother tongue and it's cme. and yea, recess! :)
the total defence concert is boring. and it made my legs so tired! :(
lessons, phys tutorial after sch and i stayed back to wait for siew and karol. longgggg.
i'm on mc tmr.! for the first time this year! :) yayness. i've got throat and ear infections, phelghm and headache. but i'm still returning to sch to do the camp stuff, willingly. :)))) and tht doctor uses a white 6111 lo. i want it tootootoo.
!!!
just tht so.
Tuesday 14 February 2006
11:42 pm
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY TO ALL.! <3it's like a choco/candies sharing day.
wonderful, wonderful world?
(this' a new song for choir)frm clari; a plastic cup of goodies
frm siew; a d.i.y. card and a lolli
frm karol; a d.i.y. card and a ferrero rocher
frm chujun; kinder surprise
frm huiwen; powerpuff eraser and sweets
frm huiqi; a pouch, candies, d.i.y. card and a small lil' bottle
frm charl; goodies
frm suphyu; merci
frm qiupeng; mini toblerone
and richie bought all of us a rose. :) he spent like 7 x $5.
today's recess's the best i ever had. and the whole canteen cheered whn sth happened though we don't really knw wht happened. ha.
wanted to give helmie his but we can't find him. think he's not in sch. and hahaah, beh booked siew for eating in class. and thr'll be detention? dwnright stupid.
had my maths retest and went rose selling for CIP at causeway point after sch. it's supposed to start at 3pm but we only left sch at ard 3pm. but the charity workers are evn later pls. they made us wait whn we're helping them unwillingly. it's valentines' ok! saw janice. :) i managed to sell 1 rose out of 2. and it's bought away by someone i knw, james.! :) kind soul to spend 10 bucks on sucha normal rose. the newspaper stand sell their nicer rose at only 5 bucks. check the market rates nxt time pls. :@
drank bacardi peach. thn went home with siew. ahhhh.! i'm sososo jealous of chujun and huiwen!
my heart is in the wrong place.
Monday 13 February 2006
9:51 pm
right. let's do a recap.! :)12 Feb, Sun;reunion dinner at my grandpa's hse. it's buffet lunch. thn went to northpoint with my mom, godmom and cousin to buy jewellery. frm poh heng(spelling). but i went to rsh instead. it's just too boring in there, looking at gold and silver. whn i returned, they're still not done! so i waited with my cousin. after tht, had dinner at swensens! yumyum. salmon and mushrooms baked rice, fries and ice cream! :) went to buy the board frm pop for V' day and went home.after sun will be mon and we'll be studying yet agn. :(13 Feb, Mon;uhhuh. sch agn. and tht alex lo practically made me hate sch like fuck. he lost my hwk agn! this' the 2nd time alright. i did it agn for him the other time but i'll not this time round! wtf for a teacher to lost a student's work and twice. he just kept picking on peirong and i. the whole class can't stand him!new names for new ppl:oppsy guavakuala lumpur? (spelling)went to lot 1 after sch to buy the V' day stuffs with siew, chujun and huiwen. i bought paper for the cards and iron-ons for my black shorts. sis helped me to get a box of merci.i tried so hard and got so far.in the end, it doesn't evn matter.
Saturday 11 February 2006
11:46 pm
hi hi hi.
i'm chatting in msn right now. and xiuhui is so !#$%^&*@.
i only wanted a photo and she crapped so much abt it. and she kept calling herself an angelic angel? XIUHUI > like haha, whtevr!andand we tried to type like those ppl and it's so yucky. andandand we crapped all the way.and i'm going to my grandpa's hse tmr for reunion buffet for the last day of cny. xiuhui's having reunion dinner tmr too. stupid owner!:)total strangers.
Ytd;yea baby. it's fri! :) and the evn happier thing is tht alex lo and hisham were not here! they're off for the sec 3 camp course. wee~ hse meeting for the first 2 periods. and guess wht? i'm chosen for javelin(yet again) but i rejected the offer. clari and siew too. no thks.! i'll just embarrass myself and the hse. ha. but all the choir members are compulsory to participate in the community singing thingy. on nat. day? wtf.used the eng lesson[it's free!:)] to complete my art(didn't manage to). but i escaped detention yet agn. all thks to rauzanah's forgetfulness and all of us trying to delay the time. and angie ng for coming in, telling us abt the rose-selling thing on v.day. man, i don't wanna go and sell roses on v.day evn though i don't have a valentine. i escaped 3 detentions so far. alright, so far so good. i want a clear record this year. pls?after sch, choir camp meeting all the way until choir fall in. a lil' conflicts. but it's alwys sunshine after the rain. :D ok, almost all are going for the choir camp. yayeyay! :) O's results out today. top scholar; amanda goh! right, ex-president of the choir and our honour! :)and my cousins did so well la. belinda scored 8 distinctions and shiwee scored 12 points. congrats.! :)Today;dental appointment. went with mom. i was late as usual. urm anw, this mth's color's red. yay, my favourite! :) and i saw tht gabriel agn. at first i'm not sure but after the nurse called him, i confirmed it's him. this' my second time seeing him. he owns an ipod nano too. lala. sososo happy. :)))) thn went shopping with mom and sis. meet noi at wheelock for sakae sushi(dinner). thn she left for work. bought my nano case frm the apple centre. thn the 3 of us cabbed home.does silence really means consent? always?
Thursday 9 February 2006
10:03 pm
the people whom i used to dislike / hate are ok to me now. i don't knw why either.oh, but life's like this.
dream a lil' dream of u.
Ytd;sec 3 camp briefing during silent reading. the thing's only nxt wk. so fasttttt.! and the I/Cs 1 & 2 are asked to stay a lil' longer and we're given a blue form. sec 3 camp shall be funfunfun! :) huiqi, charl, zhen zhi, callista and en xuan had an informal meeting outside the library after sch, after their tutorial and detention. some of camp's stuffs are settled and yes, thts good. :) printed all the confirmed stuffs after reaching home. nth much after tht. oh, i got a scolding frm my mom after printing them! she said tht i spend money without thinking. wht i can say is tht she shld watch i not stupid too.oh ya, he actually pointed at me, smiled and laughed today. it's always, always, always like tht! do i have a funny face?Today;i had a bad dream ytd and my eyes are actually wet whn i woke up. hopefully it's the opposite or else nth. hopefully. so wtf to dream of such a dramatic scene.today's extremely tiring and i don't knw why.had choir meeting during silent reading agn. yayness.! :) the vegetarian and food allergy thing's settled, games' half-way thru, logistics' tmr, food's tmr, choir fund's by tmr and the ppl going or not going's half-way thru. hope tht this camp will be successful! :))))don't think leow's in a good mood. she's been scolding us for all the recent lessons. she didn't evn scold us the last time whn my class broke 3 apparatus in the lab. and anw i got a lecture frm au whn i went to e3 to get back my calculator frm richie. it's all his fault. i knocked on the door before entering ok! it's just tht she didn't hear it. i'm like wht a laughing stock la.anw, heard frm leow tht our chi tcher will be relieved by a trainee. and herself too. we welcomed them to change the chi tcher but not leow pls! we need her to help us pass our chem. shits.after sch, all art students frm my class didn't go for the nafa open hse. hahaah, actually thrs only 4 art students, chujun, huiwen, weiquan and i. rauzanah need to talk to our parents and we called them for her. and yes, we don't have to go! :)))) whn we're leaving sch, it started to pour like hell. huiwen came to my hse first, siew went home. thn chujun joined us in a later time. and yea, they just went home.u were stuck in my heart.
Tuesday 7 February 2006
9:52 pm
the sec 3s had choir meeting during silent reading period. i am just so commentless on some ppl. uhhuh. she wanted to change the committee thingy bcos she said tht the others felt unfair. i doubt so alright. all of us had no conclusion at the end of the meeting, it's just time wasted to complicate things and all the fucking more spoilt my day and my mood. thts tht. full-stop pls. i don't want us to fight over some namely posts. it's stupid. the silent reading's period's over and we'll leave it till today's choir prac. i'm really very pissed and i don't knw why i'm tht pissed. oh dear.urm, i didn't do my maths hwk and beh was like forcing me to detention but i just kept ignoring him. in the end, right, i'm safe! :) i evn crushed tht form ok. moodswings.! thn he said he wanted to see me during recess, i was like yea, ok, whtevr. and i(we, actually) escaped another detention. art! we have to hand in all the work by fri or else detention for sure. but a few have to go today cos they really did nth. i sneaked away during recess and he saw me. lmao. told him tht i'll see him after sch and he agreed. chionged eng hwk during recess. the 150 words is so not achieved. whtevr. eng and phys were boring as usual. oh, how boo!maths re-re-test after sch. not just RE but RERE ok. i passed with FULL marks! but only 50% cos it's REs. had ice breakers during choir. quite ok. and we got pumpings, down 15 for mr ong. and he said tht we sounded like hello kitties? he meant yikes of cos. lol. fall out at 6+pm and had committee meeting agn. now, everything's settled(with the seniors ard) and charl and i are still the games I/Cs. :) thn cabbed home with peishan. mom cooked dinner for me! yes, i'm happy! :) ate, came online to research for art and blog.bye! ( :] )remember the days?> do u? oh, no u don't.!
Monday 6 February 2006
7:11 pm
Ytd;went to aunt linda's hse for cny. played ps2 with my cousins, kiwi and all. the tennis game is very fun! made us laugh so hard pls. and i created my own character.! :) i took a super duper long time to choose the everything(height, weight, skin, hair, clothes, shoe, racquet, wristband) and they're like complaining. played other games too but they're just not as fun. thn we went to watch i not stupid too. ok, this' my 2nd time. but it's still nice!!! ha. joshua and shawn. i'll be waiting for i not stupid 3. :) aunt, uncle and kiwi sent me home. thn came online. slpt at 1 or 2+am and i overslept in the morning. !!!Today;
assembly was draggy. the other lessons are just irritating. thn cme, whembeck(spelling) was like picking on me. he's asking abt some forgery thing and i wasn't paying much attention so i kept hurh-ing. lmao. felt so stupid. thn after sch was eng tutorial. we're 15 mins late bcos of lunch. but whtevr, alex lo doesn't seem to care either. and the tutorial was totally useless! after all, siew, chujun, huiwen and i did the class decos. they're yet to be completed, but soon it'll be. TV.! :) hahaah.anw, i'm in grp e for sec 3 camp and i'm the 2nd i/c? so omg. plus, i'm the only girl frm my class in it and thr isn't really any girls i knw in there. fools, how am i gonna survive hurh?:@.!ciaos.
you hua shuo bu chu lai.
Saturday 4 February 2006
9:43 pm
went bowling. thn went to my cousin's bday party, palm gardens. hahaah. it's a bowling day! :) and ya, his bday cake is big and nice. with some prunes or berries in it. some chocolate sponge cake? think so. thn slacked there, ate snacks thn dinner, came online to blog and we're gonna eat the salmon yusheng now.so, byebye.! :)and, i found this in the mag. the resolution for the sheep zodiac?a diehard romantic, sheep natives tend to be fashionable, artistic and blessed with an inborn appreciation for beauty.uh, ah, oh. like whtevr. so lame.LMAO.!
alex lo sucks big time, today. he kept huiwen, aaron, alvin li, tht weixuan and i back for awhile during recess. and why? it's just bcos we didn't knw if we're dismissed for recess or not(his instructions are alwys unclear) and we went out of the class after many ppl stood up. some who left didn't get caught and only the 5 of us were. so dammit. wht a petty man. peirong and jianxiang(spelling) had already walked till the stairs and i went to get them back. and i was asked to stay behind. whtevr shit. the last 2 periods(art) passed very quickly. chopchop it is. thn after sch, we're delayed by the class key thingy.after all, we went to the canteen to have our lunch and went to lot 1 to watch i not stupid too. u knw wht? it's really very nice. it made me laugh and cry throughout. andandand, joshua and shawn are so cute. :)))) omg.! after the movie, charl and i rushed back to sch for choir. and she, huiqi, zhen zhi, callista and i volunteered to be in the choir camp committee. josephine wasn't there or she'll be in the committee too! :( voted huiqi for the head of the heads and zhen zhi for the head of the heads 2. we're working with all the other sec 3s(and the sec 4s) for it and we're gonna have meetings for it and so on. guessed it'll be funfunfun. :) ooh anw, charl and i are the games/progs reps. lol.reached home and prepared for my parents' 26th anni. sis and her bf reached after me. we all helped dad. by the time everything was done, mom returned frm malaysia. thn we took the cake out, put on the candles and i sang a made up anni song. hahaah. thn my parents cut the cake tgthr. and thn we ate. it was yumyum. raspberry and passion cheesecake? oh, very nice. very berry.! :) thn we went out to have dinner and returned home. i'm very tired now, shall slp after blogging.yes. byeeeee.i want u to appear in all my dreams cos u'll can't make it in reality.
Thursday 2 February 2006
8:36 pm
YAY.! we're watching i not stupid too tmr. :) hopefully we can get the tix.ss open-bk test tmr. chem test nxt week. maths test nxt week.TESTS TESTS TESTS. driving me so crazy, so mad.MathsMakesMeMadthis childhood poem is very true! :))))gtg. bye.my life's like shit, bullshit.
Ytd;back to sch agn. and it was of cos yucky. boo. :( raja wanted e2, e3 and our class(e4) to stay back after sch today bcos we're like noisy during silent reading. but we're not la. wtf. sth's wrong with him. health check-up for those selected ppl. i needn't go. most probably for those with positive(positive = negative for tht) backbone problems. went for the silent reading thing after sch. our class started first cos we're dismissed earlier. noone's supposed to move and look elsewhere, nevertheless, make noise. we restarted once cos someone looked up to the gallery. how stupid. almost all(or really all) the UGs are on today. so i went home alone(but with charl accompanying me to the bus-stop). ok, at least sth. :)dad told me tht fri will be he and mom's 26th anni. woah. :) and he said tht we'll be celebrating it whn mom returns on fri night. cake and i-don't-knw-wht-else.Today;urm. we didn't get caught for being noisy during silent reading today. hahaah. :) pe's tiring as usual but we only ran 3 rounds today cos siva said tht we're well-behaved. lol. ss was ok cos it's only a period. thn chi test! actually it would be quite easy if i study but i didn't. so yala. :] beh likes to pick on me! alwys calling my name and all. but his lessons are funny. after sch, photo-taking. the camera crews have bad attitudes and bad tempers. bad ppl. gay and weiquan looked so funny whn they're taking theirs. cos we're like teasing them? ha. and we're yelled by tht woman. !!! thn a-maths revision and retest. i'm commentless. i don't really knw wht i'm doing actually.our exchange of looks made my day topsy-turvy.ok. now everybody's like signing in, chatting with me for awhile and signing out. all happening so fast and furious. oh, whts wrong?!all tht misunderstandings and miscommunications.i'm not a fucking ok.