i was crying just now whn i watched the drama on scv ch 55. sighs.

*roars*
thrs alot of things i wanna do and get, buy.
i have a very long handwritten wishlist and it's extending as days goes by. thrs even categories for my wishlist alright. yes, it's very organised! :)

i'm waiting for tht puma black shoulder bag my sis' buying for me and spending $90 malls of centrepoint vouchers. plus, dad is giving me several hundreds to spend! :DDDD but still, money will nv be enough one laaaa. nv!!! i wanna play volley for pe, just like last year. i wanna ice-skate, fly kite, play squash, swim, star gaze. and..., the list goes on. :D and of cos, good grades and promotion to sec 4.

i miss my sec 1 and 2 life! thr weren't much stress throughout and we're having fun all year long. but look at the present, i'm having moodswings nowadays bcos of the stress i can't cope with.
a maths is killing me. chi has gone to a more chim state. sci is getting complicating. geog is going outta control. ss is too much for me. art is taking too much time and effort.
i feel tht my life's so screwed up! ah, it makes me feel like crying. i feel so awful.

> somebody, pls kill me!

i'm most probably going out to shop with my sis tmr. and hopefully thrs no tuition on sun and i can attend my granduncle's bday feast on time.

i'm tired. shall go and slp after posting this entry.
gdnite, sweet dreams! :)

i think of u.